Sleeping with the enemy!

I had never prepared to face the attack from someone very close to me,...even I didn't expect that someone very close will take advantage of me. Every now and then, this dirty thing is infiltrating into my mind. Now whenever I recollect our conversations, all sound different. Seems frustrated, didn't even want to respond to anybody properly...huh!
If you are ambitious, successful or wanna be successful, or want to maintain your reputation; be always prepared to face the sudden attack from your secret competitor/admirer. Remember that someone very close to you can only do much harm [unexpected lost] than your open secret enemy.
Here arise one question, how can I doubt those people who are here taking care of me all day and night? How can I doubt my own blood?
Well, to find out your assailant, you don't need to doubt each and every person you accompany. A friend becomes foe only after the intrusion of a third member. That may be of either sex. You must have that much sensitivity in your life if you want everything running smooth.

Just hope, one more time

Patching up an already bizarre relationship needs honesty with determination. Forget about who you are, what are your achievements, what you have done,...just remember, your goal is to woo back your love. For a moment, shed off your EGO,...love just don't need your bank balance, credit cards, cars, properties or honours.

If you value the relationship, just don't hesitate to say sorry, even if the mistake was not from your side. The person is your love, don't feel inferior for the "sorry" you had offered; you can take back your apology if you were not wrong, only after the relationship is back to normal. Just remember the smile, petty petty things that you shared together in happier times...just forget the dirty words uttered while fighting, or the arrogant attitude shown in bad times.

Well, you have done a good job, got recognition and appreciation. You have a bright future now too. But life is not all about politics my dear. Just remember who help you in reaching up to this position!
Patch up, and chill out together in this deadly summer to a nice and cool place. Your simple one word 'SORRY' will pay you back thousands of cosy moments. Its late but not too late. Better late than never.

...that stream is stagnant now...

Its late, but still trying to figure out why am feeling restlessness! Tried to close my eyes in this big, cool and silent room. Something missing? right? Must be feeling uneasiness without a call or a talk...but I can neither confess nor admit at all. I am yet to recover from the big fat liar...

Someone has drawn a line, not to cross, or never to try.

I never used to be like this...ok now I admit. Loosing temper and shouting at every time...do I...really???
A relationship must bring out the best in between the two love, but in my case it seems that I just bring the worst in her. And I can't handle it anymore...So all I can say is that it will be better if we part our way here. This is the best solution I can give now. I must be crowding your space that's why every time you keep on shouting at me and I don't like people shouting at me...chapter closed!!!

From this closed chapter begins the not-yet-titled...

Time heals everything. Its been long that I haven't take a break from my work. Hectic schedules and hurried life; more cigarettes, less food; boring attire,...yaar, life should be rocking. What the hell is this?
Humming a love song, with great fantasy...late at this hour I am trying to catch some sleep, so that at least I can have a glimpse of you at my dream. I wish, I could welcome you with open arms...

Call me stupid, idiot...tolamu,
but the truth is I can't show you that much of my sensibility as you are expecting from me. And remember my dear, I hate speaking half-baked truth, so don't force me to answer the unanswered question[s].

Congratulation Suranjoy...a promising Boxer from Manipur

"...I don't think this gold is a big deal. People are making it look big because it has come after 15 years. I have bigger goals."
- Suranjoy Singh, Asian Championship, Gold Medal Winner, 2009.

I don't have detail information about you. I don't have any other source too to gather your bio data. But now you are the hero, our hero. Congratulation on your achievement, you have done a great job.
Asian Boxing Championship is a big event, but for the last 15 years, none of the participants make it big. So there were no hype of this championship around. From now onwards, people will watch it with great expectation. Your Gold Medal comes in right time. Others Manipuri, Thokchom Nanao Singh has also done a great job, but he missed the Gold Medal. Better luck next time.

Manipuris are good at sports, this has been proving continuously year after years by the players from this state; either in national level or at International Level. It is high time for the State and Central Government to stop ignoring these players. They are continuously bringing laurels for them, for us; and will also bring more such in the coming future.

We are looking forward to you Suranjoy...you must won more such gold medals...why not one in Olympic. Nanao, from you too,...keep going.

Price of honesty...

At first sight, you fall in love; you started talking through mobile phones; start exchanging thoughts through messages, mails; and now full introduction about yourself and yours new found love including family members and relatives. You took extra enthusiasm at the beginning of the relationship, may be you are attracted to the beauty, or to the intelligence or may be to the catching words or may be some other reasons.

Great, and congratulation on winning someone's heart. Its not easy to win someone's heart. You started giving hopes. The hope you have given is very powerful, the intensity of the relationship in building will totally depends on that hope. You must be happy now, not because someone is ready to die for you, but for really successful in establishing a new relationship up to that level. Again I must say you are great.

Now, its time to check out whether you are truly in love or not. After, coming to know about the family and relatives of your new found love, there is no point in changing your behaviour and attitude towards your love. So what if your love is not from a well to do family or their relatives are not in that league! Or why more attention if your love belongs to a well to do family!

If you are looking for a love which has a great backing from their family wealth and reputation than go for an arrange relationship. Please don't mind, evaluate yourself once...if you belong to this category, you are not in true love and do not deserve to be in love.

Important point which we have to count here is the honesty your love has. Instead of cheating, if your love has the guts to tell you the truth at the very beginning of your relationship, than its far better to be caught red handed with your lies later on. The beauty of a relationship lies in the way how you share your thoughts/feelings with each other. Rich or poor, fame or wealth...stand by your love. You can earn everything, but you can't buy a true and honest love. Know the price of honesty.

Give respect, Take respect

You can't earn "respect" with the money and qualification you have, alone. You may belong to a so-called high society, or your family and relatives may be well known to the society. You may be speaking multiple languages, must be having multiple degrees. But if you don't know how to respect others, than all your knowledge and degree is of no use.
You must be happy to introduce someone who belongs to a higher class or from a well known family. In that same zeal you must be ready to welcome someone who has nothing other than himself/herself. You just need a little more hard work and luck to stride a gold in life rather than friendship with so call high society people. We are living under the same sun, its by luck that someone got fame and recognition with less hard work. So you should never underestimate someone.

The beauty of being with you

In the pleasant weather,
I really enjoyed the day. Deep inside the jungle we used to see many wild animals paying all around the bushes. We were very happy if a hidden animal comes out from the bushes in search of food. We can't speak to each other loudly, due to the instruction given by the forest guide. But I enjoyed the talked with her through sign and pinch. Both of us were busy, not only in searching the wild animals, but in communicating through signs and pinch.The trees standing must be having a nice time watching, being the only audiences of the play.




Varieties of deadly snakes were visible, and the most dangerous were the wild elephants, even the tame elephants ran away when they saw wild elephants coming there way.
She was terrified when some strange wild animals came out in her side; and I was thrilled, and was at my pleasure in pacifying her.


Sometimes, acting like naughty is much more pleasurable than being always nice and gentle to your love.


From 2004 to 2009, many changes took place, the only thing remain unchanged that had left with me is the sweet memory of our togetherness and the beauty of being with her. It is true that I won't get another chance to be with her to play naughty games in the thick forest among wild animals, but I will always nurture those sweet memories.

A recent outing in Orchha

With hectic working schedule, I was really succumbed, and was always thinking of taking a break. All of a sudden I got an invitation which could serve for both the purposes. I graved the opportunity, and thus set out for the journey to Orchha, Madhya Pradesh.

It is learned that this fort has been converted into museum. Didn't get much time to visit inside the museum. The locality were not aware enough about the museum. The only thing they reported to me was that many Foreigners visited in the winter.


Just opposite to the fort, this Temple stood tall. The temperature was soaring at 43 degree something. Can't work bare foot, but no one was allowed to enter inside the Temple with footwear. Prasad were sold outside the Temple, bought and enter the Temple. Even in that temperature, many devotees were there praying and praising the god(s).


At the entrance, you will find these two pillars, stood opposite each other. One of my colleague narrated a story about these two pillars, but it sounds too magical, so I won't go in length about it here.

In and around, you won't find any restaurant which could serve you descent food other than dal and roti. So, I returned back to my hotel which was just a ten minute walking distance to the temple. If you are looking for a awesome lunch or dinner over here, just contact your hotel staff, though (most of the hotels there have the same problem)they don't cook, but they can bring you your choice of food from the outskirt restaurant.



In the evening, you can see many foreigners cycling in the long route of about 15 kilometers from Temple to the Bundhelkhand River side road. This route is very much suitable for such game or exercise that stretch straight with beautiful and leafy tress in and around the forest areas with being less taken route.

In the morning, one should not miss, which is just about ten minutes working distance from the Temple, the Betwa Riverside. Its stunning beauty will charmed you, and will compelled you stay for the next morning. At the evening time, the resort nearby has some lighting arrangement that also serves in beautifying the River.

When I returned back from my program, it was late. I reached Orchha at around 2AM. Wow, what a beauty of the River side in the moonlight. With every reflection, I decided to spend the whole night there at the Riverside. But the driver warned me of dire consequences from hooligans which sometimes forget there way to the area.


Two days and one night stay at Orchha has really emulated my long abandoned habit of traveling. The most important and significant thing about this place is that the area is far away from the noisy and clamorous city environment. I will always miss the evening fresh air of Orchha.

The nearest railway station is at Jhanshi, U.P. It took around thirty minutes from Orchha to Jhanshi by car. I boarded the evening Bhopal Shatabdi. In the train, I was sharing seat with two foreigner from Europe. They were heading Agra for Taj Mahal. When I narrated about the beauty of Orchha, they planned for their next stop to be at Orchha immediately.

Try to be always around your love when in need.

She was very happy, literally. All the office mates present in the party were praising her, complementing her new look in the new dress. Though returned a smile to all who were complementing her, she was not happy inside. She was missing something....., yes she was missing me, her only love.
That must around 11 am that she rang me up. As it was the pick hour of my office, I was a little bit arrogant in attending the call. In a very jolly mood she greeted me, but after my cruel answer, she, after a short silence said ...
"busy? ok carry on, I was just missing you, so I call you up, ok sorry for disturbing you at office hour. Bye"...



After she hang up the call, I returned back to my work. But something seemed wrong, and I was not able to concentrate on my work. Standing at the lobby of my office, lit a cigarette and call her up. Someone attended the call but she was not there. Her friend finally found her sitting quietly at the nearby garden. In between, her friend narrated the beauty of the spot where they were enjoying their office picnic, and how they were enjoying with their special ones.

Well, you must be busy most of the time in your office. Its obvious that you are working for money, at the end of the month, your pay cheque matters. But sometimes may you need to spare some of your valuable mortgaged time out to fulfill your love demand. Petty things are very much important in keeping the relationship going.

Thousands of complements may come in your way but until and unless your love one complement you, all the others seem valueless. If something excites you all of a sudden and you don't feel the need to inform your love immediately at that moment, BELIEVE me, you are not in true love. Telling thousand times a day "I LOVE YOU" doesn't mean you are proving your love, you need to be always around your love when in need. Try to be always around your love when in need yaar.

Be in love, youth comes once...,

Love after marriage, and love before marriage - you have two choices in your love life. I prefer the second one. My first crush was with one of my classmate, that had happened when I was in just 3rd std. But I didn't have the courage to propose her and express my feeling. She was very talented, and always stood first or sometimes second in the final exam. And I was very happy to see her coming first in the final exam that I hated all those who tried to overthrew her ranking...There were no other way to pull her attention to me except scoring high marks. And thus I studied damn hard. I waited eagerly to complete our Board Exam, so that I could proposed her.



After my Board Exam, I thought that its time to express my feeling[s], and accordingly I tried very hard, but of no use. I couldn't even speak even a single word in front of her. Waited for another year to build up my courage, but when I really got shed off my timidity, and I was ready, she was already with someone. And that someone turned out to be one of my relative. Today she is happily married with that very someone, and has a beautiful daughter.

Being in love always makes you tender in heart, but not compatible in all your acts throughout the ages. Be a mommo's guy, no doubt. Be always a friend with your books, great. But don't let your youth goes without love. There is nothing wrong in falling in love when you are just a student. The love which you sow in your youth today will make you feel tender in your whole life.

After completion of your study, after getting a nice job, you can find out someone whom you can happily married and compromise your love life. An understanding hubby, a lovely child, your life is complete, as you may say now. But believe me, you are missing something which is very very beautiful than your now so called complete life.

If you have someone whom you love but not yet express your feeling, please don't delay anymore, go and express your feeling right now. Your proposal won't go waste, but make sure that you have the right choice...believe me someone somewhere is made for you. Grave the opportunity to be always with your right love.